FIFTH BODY OF WORK

SATURN RETURNS & THE DIVINE CONTRADICTION

2005 - 2006

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SATURN RETURNS & THE DIVINE CONTRADICTION

GOD IS CARNAL.

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SATURN RETURNS.

WHETHER SELF IMPOSED EXILE, OR RUNNING AWAY FROM ONES OWN PROBLEMS, WE FIND THE WOLRD'S UNIVERSAL POSITION IS SECONDARY TO THE NATURE OF THE CONDITION - THERE IS NO HELL BUT THE ONE WE MAKE!!!

THE PLANET'S ALINE AND THE PAGANS PREACH OF REFLECTION, A TIME OF REVELATIONS, PERSONAL EVOLUTION; BUT THE PROOF IS IN THE DISTRACTIONS, THE FLESH, THE DISGUST, THE ISOLATION - IT IS ALL JUST LUST!!!

NEAR ON 30 FUCKING YEARS GONE AND THE QUESTIONS BEGS A FUCKING RESPECTABLE ANSWER - WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING???

PREPOSSESSED WITH ONES OWN AGENDA'S AND DEVICES... TO BEGIN AGAIN AND AGAIN EXPERIMENT WITH A PATHETIC LIFE OF TATTERED THRESHOLDS... THE FIRST RETURN DISREGARDED AS MERELY PREHISTORIC... THERE ARE IRREFUTABLE TROPHIES TO BE BURDENED DOWN WITH, AND JUST AS INTANGIBLE SACRIFICES TO CLING TO LIKE A PURITAN'S STUPIDITY; BUT ONCE OVER YOUR HEAD, THE FACT REMAINS THE ONLY SOLID GROUND BENEATH YOUR FUCKING FEET - CONVICTION SEPERATES THE HATRED FROM THE MEAT!!!

HOW MANY DECEPTIONS SUCCEEDED??? HOW MANY CRIMES CHEERISHED??? HOW MANY KEYS BROKEN??? HOW MANY HOURS OUT OF YOUR FUCKING HEAD??? AND YET THIS SKULLFUCKNOISE NO LONGER DEVASTATES -

BUT THAT'S A FUCKING LIE!!!

JUST LIKE THE FATHER AND THE VIRGIN LIED!!! AWARE OR INCAPABLE OF CONCIEVING THE CONSEQUENCES, IS IRRELEVANT!!! BLAME AND CATHARSIS NO LONGER BEHEADS THIS DELARIOUS PIG BEFORE THIS VOODOO CONFUSION - THERE IS NO CONCLUSION - THERE IS ONLY CONTINUATION -

IT IS NOT ENOUGH TO SIMPLY LIVE WITH ONES SELF, GREED HAS MADE MUCH MORE OF A MESS THAN THE EGO CARES TO ACKNOWLEDGE... SO HURT THOSE CLOSEST AND LIKE ALL GOOD PETS, THEY LOVE US FOR IT - I MAY BE THE SADIST, BUT YOU ARE THE JUDAS AND THE JESUS!!!

FUCK WHAT YOU KNOW!!! TO BE NO MORE HUMBLE BEFORE THE ABYSS, THE BEAST OR THE UNHOLY BASTARD SON... THE STINK OF SEX AND THE STENCH OF SHIT SOAKS THIS SODOMY OBSESSION WITH THE CORRUPTION, DEGENERATION AND FLADGELATION OF ALL THOSE ENVIED, ALL THOSE BELITTLED, ALL I FUCKING WANT!!! JEALOUS AND INADEQUATE... THERE IS - TO WANT, SO THERE IS - TO TAKE... BUT STILL UNABLE TO GET EXACTLY EVERYTHING INFATUATED AND DESPISED!!! ALWAYS MORE FLESH... PLENTY MORE CHILDREN... SO MUCH MORE THAN CAN BE SEALED UP IN SMOOTH JARS TO BE FILLED WITH TURPS AND SEMEN!!! BUT THE MORE THEY SURROUND, THE MORE THEY REPULSE WITH THEIR CLOUDY FLUIDS AND THEIR PICASSO IMMATURE EYES... YET THE BIOLOGY IN THESE FINGER TIPS KEEPS REACHING DOWN THE THROATS OF YOUR LITTLE DAUGHTERS AND BENDING THEIR TIGHT BODIES OVER TO EXPOSE THOSE RIPE DISCOLOURED, ANAL MOUTHS... INSIDE YOUR MEAT... INSIDE OF YOU... TO LOATH YOUR CLOCKWORK MOTIONS, YOUR WEAK EFFORTS, TO FEEL NOTHING OF ATTRACTION... THIS PLAYGROUND INTERCOURSE IS IN THE SWEAT AND THE BREAKING OF BLOOD VESSELS, BUT YOUR ENTIRE EXISTANCE IS FAR LESS AROUSING THAN YOUR RECTUM ALONE... WHAT ARE YOU BUT A FUCK-CHILD AND A COMPLICATION I WISH TO AVOID... A TOOL BUT WITH A DEVIL IN YOUR BACKBONE... YOU ARE BUT A SPINE EXTENSION OF MY HARD-ON... AN ANIMAL ON YOUR KNEES WHILE I DESECRATE YOUR MORAL HOLES!!! BUT IT IS ONLY MY MASOCHISTIC MISOGYNY THAT FUCKS YOU!!! MY DISGUST IS CONSTANT, BUT I FUCKING STILL COVET WHAT I CANNOT HAVE!!! & THERE... THERE'S THE RUB MY FUCKING HORATIO, HOW SPLENDED A STATE, TO REVOLVE IN ENDLESS ORBIT ABOUT ONES OWN COMPULSIONS AND RETRACTIONS - TO HATE WHAT YOU WANT!!!

THE DIVINE CONTRADICTION.

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THE DEVIL IS HERE.

SATURN RETURNS & THE DIVINE CONTRADICTION

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PART (1)

DIGGING HOLES THROUGH THE DISBELIEF AND THE COUNTER WEIGHTS

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ALL SIZED 70 X 100CM

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SELF INFLICTED. 1.

I DID THIS TO HER.

JANE.

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SELF INFLICTED. 2.

I DID THIS TO MYSELF.

MINE.

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SELF INFLICTED. 3.

SHE DID THIS TO HERSELF.

SNEZ.

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WHAT'S WRONG. 1.

SHE WANTS IT.

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WHAT'S WRONG. 2.

SHE DESERVES IT.

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WHAT'S WRONG. 3.

SHE KNOWS IT.

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PORTRAIT OF A SLIT THROAT.

SUSANNE.

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PLAYTHING.

TORTURE BY THE MILES.

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I PROMISED MANY THINGS.

REMEMBER MY LIES.

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RIP YOUR FUCKING FACE OFF!!!

GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY WAY, MOTHERFUCKERS!!!

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I GOT THE BEST OF YOU. NOW THE FLYS CAN HAVE THE REST OF YOU!!!

THROW YOU OUT.

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NATALIE PORTMAN.

UGLY.

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FUCK HER. 1.

MY JEALOUSY.

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FUCK HER. 2.

HER INFIDELITY.

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FUCK HER. 3.

HIS FUCKING SPOILS.

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ONE BY ONE.

WHEN ROUNDING UP CATTLE, FOCUS ON ONE AT A TIME.

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KNOX'S UNIVERSAL CARCASS.

WOMEN = MEAT.

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ALPHA EAT OMEGA.

WHICH IS WHICH???

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WHAT EVER IT TAKES.

TO GET THROUGH YOU. A BULLET OR A BRICK.

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I FUCKED YOU!!! BITCH.

DO YOU RESPECT MY HONESTY, NOW???

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PERFECTLY PRESERVED.

THE BEAUTY OF TURPS.

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PRY IT OPEN.

I WANT TO SEE IT ALL.

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BE HONEST.

SPILL YOUR GUTS, LIAR.

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I RESPECT YOU, MY DEAR.

YOU FUCKING DISEASED MEAT.

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THEY ALL GROW UP.

FRIGHTENED.

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MEAT IS MEAT.

GOD HELP ME.

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SKULLFUCKNOISE. 51.

COMING AT ME.

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DUALITY - MY MOST PRECIOUS POLARITIES - YOU ARE MINE!!!

MY SAD SWEET JANE.

JANE.

21 X 21CM

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DUALITY - MY MOST PRECIOUS POLARITIES - YOU ARE MINE!!!

YOU ARE IMPORTANT.

SNEZ.

21 X 21CM

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PART (2)

THE INDULGENCE OF THE DISGUST IN THE FOREST OF THE BURNT

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ALL SIZED 42 X 59CM

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THE LION'S ROAR.

SEEK THE LION.

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MY QUEEN.

MY PRIDE, JANE.

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THE DEVIL IS HERE.

FESTERING.

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TEMPTATION COMES.

LIKE CLOCKWORK.

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ON A SILVER PLATTER.

MINE TO FUCK.

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I'LL FUCKING SHUT YOU UP.

YES.THE DIVINE CONTRADICTION.

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THERE IS NO GRASS.

BOTH SIDES ARE WRONG.

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UNHOLY HALO.

THE OVERWHELMING DECEIT.

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YOUR RUIN.

YOU CHOSE YOUR BELIEFS.

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STOMP HER OUT.

WITNESS HER DESTRUCTION.

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TOO LITTLE TOO LATE.

OFF WITH THOSE USELESS PARTS.

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THE LINE NO LONGER APPLIES.

ADD ALITTLE SEASONING.

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HAIL THE CUNT.

UNGODLY.

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THE CARNAL TRINITY.

IT'S ALL JUST MEAT. HOLES.

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BEGINNINGS & ENDINGS.

WHO'S HORIZON IS THIS?

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SKULLFUCKNOISE. 52.

MY LAST MEMORY.

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TASTES LIKE SUICIDE.

WATCH IT ALL GET AWAY FROM YOU.

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SEEN IT ALL BEFORE.

BUT I STILL FUCKING LOVE IT ALL.

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NO OBSTACLE.

THERE IS NOTHING TO ACHIEVE. THE ABSENCE IS CONSTANT.

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VOODOO PIECE OF SHIT DOLL.

THE LIGHT ONLY SHOWS YOU HOW UGLY IT ALL REALLY IS.

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LOOK HOW FAR YOU DIDN'T GET.

THERE IS NOTHING HOLY IN HELL.

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WHAT HAVE I LEARNED???

I SEE YOU PROVE MY POINT.

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THE WOMB OF CHAOS.

LIFE IS NOT BALANCE. LIFE IS CONTRADICTION.

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THIS CHURCH IS UNCLEAN.

ONE DAY ALL THIS WILL BE YOURS.

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WHO'S NEXT???

NO SYMPATHY FOR THE WEAK!!!

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LITTLE LITTLE HORN.

I WILL NOT FORGET THE DEATH OF A CHILD I NEVER GOT TO SAY GOODBYE TO. J.D.

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THE 2 BECOME 1.

THIS IS THE WAY.

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MY EGO VANITY.

I AM BRUCE STIRLING JOHN KNOX.

NAKED & FEARLESS.

"DON'T LOOK AT ME LIKE I'M A MONSTER." "I AM FREE IN ALL THE WAYS THAT YOU ARE NOT."

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SATURN DESCENDS & THE ETERNAL DAMNATION OF MAN

TRANSFIGURATION IS DELUSIONAL.

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SATURN DESCENDS.

THE TRUTH IS - SATURN HAS ONLY COME TO LAUGH IN MY FUCKING FACE!!!

IT HAS SOLVED NOTHING - I HAVE FIXXXED NOTHING!!!

THE WAY IT'S ALWAYS FUCKING BEEN, OBLIVIOUS TO THE SUFFERING OF THE INSIGNIFICANT - THE MINORITIES JUST DONT EQUATE!!!

HOW CAN I LEARN ANYTHING IF I AM JUST A PIECE OF SHIT!!!???!!!

BUT TO THOSE MOTHERFUCKING ZODIAC GODS DEMANDING TO KNOW "WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO GROW UP?!?" - I AM NOT THE OCEAN, DICTATED TO BY THE MENSTRAL MECHANICS OF THE MOON!!!

FUCK JUPITER!!!

THE ETERNAL DAMNATION OF MAN.

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PYSCHOSIS GLORIFIES OBSESSION.

SATURN DESCENDS & THE ETERNAL DAMNATION OF MAN

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OBLIVIOUS.

SATURN DESCENDS.

SINAH.

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THE ARTIST

GREECE, JULY 2006

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